So much for positivity....

Is there such a word? I am so negative and struggling right now. I can see why pollyanna's only post once in a while... cuz sometimes life sucks. Some of us post the good and the bad and the ugly ... the reality of life. However... here is a warning. My reality isn't so great right now so if you want to move on to another blog... now is the time to do so.

We got some bulbs and plants repotted yesterday. Then went to the store. We're broke so we can't buy much but even then I went over my $30 limit. Cry on the way home and decide I need to cut back even farther. Sadly, that means my internet. That is a tough one for me because that is where I search for work and send resumes from, pay bills, keep my sanity by communication with the world, vent and keep my life recorded, talk with all of you, meet new friends and find old, play games, etc... most of my life is the internet. Oh, and then I come home and some stupid thing pops up on my screen "Windows - Delayed Write Failed" WTHeck???? Now my F drive with my pictures isn't coming up again. I've been working on it.... sounds like a problem I had before. This drive isn't old! Not even 10% full! So now no pictures. Again. And of course I haven't backed it up for awhile. My back is killing me and I just want to crawl into a hole and cover myself up. I tried to stay in bed but with my back hurting I couldn't get comfortable. As soon as I got up Toby took my place anyway. I wasn't even around the bed yet. Well... I am done. I do hope you have a good day. I'd pray for you but obviously my connection must be severed for some reason. If you're still connected... pray for us. Thanks

ps... no one guessed yesterdays so i am leaving it up.... she is a harsh woman who calls it like she sees it. she takes nothing off anyone.... she's on during the day. not a sitcom or soap.