Tough day yesterday....

Yesterday was hard. The memorial service was very hard. Suicide is tough to deal with anyway. Denis' slideshow made me cry, his kids' grief made me cry, and I was a bit sad that there were no prayers said or God even mentioned, either. I sat with Julie, Jewel, Deedee and Bob. Talked with people I haven't seen in awhile. Went to rehearsal for a little bit but I was so wiped out I left. Met papa at walmart and Ryan, Amanda, Andrew and Lauren were there! That Lauren came running and flying at me. She was so excited to see me I had to brace myself so she didn't send us both on the ground! Sure makes a person feel good to be so loved. And Andrew can still reach his arms around me. I missed those kids so much! And it was awesome to see them all! Today is KidStuf and chilling out. Have a great day! Writing a separate thingy for Kev's bday!