Julie & Julia - Official Trailer

Wrong meds.... weird dreams!

ok.... I got so much to write about! Stupid stuff.... but still.

First of all I woke up crying and with a headache. Kevon moved out. Ya, I know that was a long time ago. I didn't cry when he moved out the first time because we were all in the process of moving... us into the house we bought and him with his buddies.  Anyway, I had a dream we moved into our house in Poulsbo but we only had one kid left... Heather. Kevon and I were walking through the house and we went and looked at his old room. Lanny put a bed in there and made it for him. The room looked bigger. Then we went into Heathers... which she had the back room. It was huge with a huge TV. Pick and flowery and pretty. Kev was walking around and it hit me... he's married! He doesn't live here!!! I fell to the floor crying. He pretty much ignored it. Then I woke up with this major sinus headache.

I was a bit paranoid with the headache. It took me a minute to realize it was sinuses! I was afraid it was something else... only because Papa gave me HIS medicine last night by mistake!  That is not a dream. That really happened!  He gave me my pills and milk (like he does every night) and then was looking for his little cup of pills and couldn't find them. Finally he looked on the table and inside the cup was MY pills!  He laughed while I freaked!  We looked at what I took and there is only one that I worried about.  Dipstick.  (There... I got it out there Papa! I still love you and I don't think you were trying to kill me.... but just in case it is documented now! lol)

Ya'lll thought I would start my blog with Makoa, huh?  Well... here it is! He was so affectionate yesterday... almost like he knew! Kisses and hugs and we enjoyed our day. Papa picked up Dylan and Maddie on his way home from work... and then he picked up me and the baby and we went and got Andrew and Lauren. We all headed to McDonald's play land in Kingston to eat and play. It was alot of fun. Of course, Maddie and Lauren made friends with some girls. We took him home and the kids all came in with me which made it easier.  I think the whole process made it easier on me that Kapono didn't come here and get him and that the kids were all with me. Thanks Papa... thanks kids and the parents!  It helped a lot!  No tears last night.
I only cried once yesterday! Makoa fell and I picked him up to comfort him and he was patting me on the back. That made me cry. I didn't let him see. Such a sweet boy!
Here it is in pictures!
 THIS BLASTED PLACE WON'T LET ME UPLOAD PHOTOS!!! ONLY VIDEO'S!  
I hope you all have facebook because I will be posting them all there. Got some good ones!

Meanwhile... I hope you enjoy the movies! ;D  Sorry they are so dark... that is how they uploaded. =(

And here are two videos:

I have lots of cleaning to do today. Wash and put away the high chair. Clean the toy room and put the toys back in there. Rearrange stuff so it looks different. Stuff like that. I'm doing ok. Really I am.
Hope you all have a great day! A God Day!  Love to all!

kisses, hugs, and the flip side!!!

Someone was very affectionate! Kisses, kisses, kisses!

I loved it!

Today is my last day with Makoa.  I feel the Lord holding me up and keeping me strong. Of course, it helps he was a booger yesterday too.  Just would not listen.... here are examples.

Don't climb up there... you will fall!

Don't lay up there....

Seriously... don't lay in there!

Now that papa says it... he'll believe it?

Don't touch the lamp!

But he had his sweet side too!  As shown in these photo's....

playing with papa

He ate ALL the cheese instead of sharing with Toby!

kissing SpongeBob

Riding a motorcycle

sleeping....

That was my day yesterday.  Today will be some of the same I imagine. No one really knows how hard this is for me. But God is the strength of my heart. I will be fine.

Has anyone ever noticed my kids never comment?  I don't even know if they read my blog anymore. You wouldn't know I had so many! Theresa only has Tracy and she comments on hers all the time. hmmm. I had 4 girls that used to read it all the time and now who knows.  Facebook is the same. There is only 2 that comment once in a great while and 3 that never comment to anything I write. But they comment on each others.  Does that seem weird to any of you? It does to me.  Of course they don't call or come over either so I guess it shouldn't seem weird. They must all be too busy to talk to the person that helped raise them. ;O

Enough of that.... guilt trips don't work with them anymore. Nothing does.

I did get a cool devotion today

Our actions follow our thoughts like a heat-seeking missile follows the exhaust of a jet fighter's engine. So in a day when so much around us trains us to find the negative in life, we must aggressively think and pursue the character, the qualities, and the things of God's goodness.

I like that!  I have so many plans when I am done working.... well, Wednesday I am starting the deep clean. Putting the toy room back together and making the den the den.  Thursday spending the day with Lois and mom! That is my plans. The next week more cleaning. One room at a time! That is how I will keep busy. Crank praise music and clean! I like that plan! Well... gotta go shower and get ready for the day! Enjoy your day! Every day Andrew and I say "Have a God day!" to each other! I wish it for all of my blogger buddies too! xoxo